Mab of Dream

Ok... time to look at this from a different angle.

What did I buy for that? I bought two SOSs; three lots of calming down for others; several calmings down for me. I knew it was going to work out expensive at the time and figured it was worth it.

It's only money. It's only money. It's only money.

Come March, none of this will matter. The student loan and the bank loan will be paid off and I'll be able to keep the money I earn for the first time since I was 18.

k... got it.

yours
Mab
xxxxx
 

But I've still got things to pay out otherwise!

There's Sarah's present tomorrow; there's the ticket money for Kate; there's what I just got, that hasn't cleared yet; then there's fags and petrol until the end of September.

Ok... this isn't worth a panic attack over. It's just money. I've been here a billion times before and the upshot is that it's impossible to get out of debt in Britain. Just accept that and stop the panicking.

And stop talking to yourself. Tell the Grove.

Or have a fag and calm down.

yours
Mab
xxxxx
 

(((Mab)))

You're right, it's only money, think of the great things it got you.

Then breathe a bit and go paddle in the stream running through the Grove.

(((love you)))
 

*starts humming "Money" by Pink Floyd*
It's money, yes, but it'll sort out in the end - cariad fi, it always does -
*huge hug*
Shine on, K?
XOXOXO
Princess Grove Pants (that's US pants not UK....don't look at me like that LOL)
 

Thank you all. I started worrying about it when I woke up and then stopped. Life's too short and I don't begrudge spending a single penny of it, when I look at the places I've been and the things I've done.

Occasionally I have these panic attacks about it or get demoralized because I was nearly in the black, but I've had a good talking myself and it's all good.

Thanks for caring. {{{{{{{hugs}}}}}

yours
Mab
xxxxx